Frustration lies in the air!
Martha who is consumed by bringing her "Doing" to the Lord, and the
receiving the answer of not doing the right thing. Martha in her mind
was giving everything she had to Jesus.
In a way Martha is involved in
life and is clinging to life as it is set up for us to be and act and to
respond to . . . when guests arrive we have to clean house, we have to
prepare meals, we have to show off, we have to present . . .
Martha’s complaint about Mary
is a complaint that Mary does not meet the standards this society has
set up. To be hospitable, to be gracious, to present . . .
And Jesus answers her with a
small sentence . . . "you
are worried and upset about many things . . . but only one thing is
needed"
I grant you this is very
difficult to understand. You may say . . . OK, from now on I will only
come to worship and not attend every committee meeting or event at this
church.
You may say: Maybe it is not so
important that I do things, but rather that I listen to God.
Well, if you approach it from
that angle I believe you are wrong. The story really deals with coming
to God with our ‘doing’.
Nothing in our doing will
convince God that we are worthy. We become worthy only through the Grace
of God.
Nothing but nothing should come
between us and our God.
And if . . . even our busy
doing or our busy life for God creates an obstacle for us to ‘be’, then
we cannot have a relationship with God.
And it creates something else:
We create an atmosphere where we do not speak to our neighbors in the
next room anymore.
We do not know about our
friends the ways it is . . . imagine what we know of God if we just
focus our life on ‘doing things’.
You may reply: Will the system
not break down if we do not do things? Yes and No!
First of all we have lost all
sense of being with God. In fact we can’t even tell anymore that God is
with us. We cry out to God when we are in need for Him to visit our
house and then we are willing to DO ANYTHING . . . but in our daily
lives we follow routines that are mostly monotonous and self-serving.
In fact our daily "doing" is
about tomorrow, it is filled with preparations for moments that have
not even arrived in our life, it is filled with tasks that are
prepared to be executed in the near future, our doing is filled so full
that we are unable to leave any room for Jesus to sit down and talk to
us.
In banking they call this
betting on derivatives. Derivatives are a possible value in the future.
. . .