My God, my God,
why have you
forsaken me?
The Rev. Carlton Kelley (Sermon
preached on the day of tragedy 09/11/2001)
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Today we have experienced a profound and
prolonged moment of terror. This senseless and gratuitous violence carried
out, no doubt, in the name of some twisted and perverted sense of revenge
has struck at the very heart and center of our national life. Our minds reel
as the loss of life continues to climb, as health care resources are
stretched to the breaking point, and as transportation systems are revealed
to be the fragile things they are. The safety and security we once thought
were ours, as citizens of the most powerful country in the world, have
vanished, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye. Tuesday, September 11,
2001, will forever live in our nation’s memory, a day in which sadness has
built upon sadness, loss upon loss, grief upon grief. The kingdoms of this
world have been shaken to their very core.The anguished words of the
Psalmist come to mind. . . "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me and are
so far from my cry and the words of my distress." The husbands who will
never again see their wives, the wives who will never again see their
husbands, the parents who have lost the joy of their children, the lovers
and companions who will never again embrace, the brothers and sisters who
have been parted too early, the friends whose laughter will be sorely
missed. . . all these cry out to God—Why? Why? Why? Why does hate seem to
rule in your world? Where is your promised kingdom of justice, freedom and
peace? What answers can we supply, what comfort can we hope to these, the
sorrowing, the afflicted, the poor, the maimed and the dead?
As people of faith, we ask why the wounds of Jesus continue to be
inflicted? We ask why his Body, Church, must continue to suffer and why his
Body, of all those he has made and redeemed continues to experience pain? We
ask what is the purpose and we demand to know where is the redemption?
It is an all too common and tragic misunderstanding of the Christian
faith that our all-loving and self-giving God somehow conspires to plan
these terrible events to teach us, his sinful children, a very important
lesson. While one is never quite sure what that lesson might be, it is said,
by some, that these events and others like them, are part of God’s plan for
us. These horrible events, which the mind cannot understand, are usually
thought to be God’s punishment upon someone else---upon those we hate, those
we despise, those we have successfully demonized. But, then, the tragic
events strike us, and all we can do is wonder, why?
It is times like these that we must listen most closely to the voice that
comes from the Cross. We must once again grasp the eternal message of our
salvation and redemption, won for us upon the Cross-, that God is in the
very midst of our suffering. God does not cause us to suffer, but it is the
Good News of our Faith, that God is in the very heart and center of our
misery, suffering with us, crying with us, ever leading us on through the
misfortunes of life.
Many of you may recall reading of the experience of one of the many
untold victims of the Nazi concentration camps. As a dear friend was being
hanged, slowly swinging on the gallows, he asked where God was in the midst
of the horror unfolding around him. Another friend, standing next to him,
gently replied---God is there with him. God is there with him. That is the
only answer that faith can give. God is there with him. That is the only
answer that faith can give. God is there with him. God is there with the
thousands who now suffer in New York, in Washington, in Pennsylvania and
wherever hate is allowed to flourish through sin. God is with them, and with
us, in all the fullness of his infinite love.
While we must never cease to renounce hate and violence, we must never
forget first to proclaim love, to proclaim an unconditional love that
embraces even those people who committed these despicable deeds. It is never
given to us to seek revenge. It is never given to us to return hate for
hate. While we may never understand why certain people do certain things, it
is our part, as a priesthood of believers, to continually make intercession
for all the world remembering that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died
for us. It is our part to believe that the love of God may yet save those
who committed murder this day. May our trust always be place in the peaceful
reign of Jesus Christ and never in the monuments and kingdoms of this world.
The Rev. Carlton Kelley
Priest-in-Charge
St. Paul’s Episcopal Church
Richmond, Indiana
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